Well, now I'm in Barcelona. I'm about to move to south Spain for summer season to work.
Cross-dressing is a first step to release stereotypes. Once you released them, cross-dressing is just another way of clothing. Anything you wear is a mascaraed, either your make up or your haircut, skirt or trousers, shirt or top... hats, ties, shoes, trainers... all are items that puts you in a box with a label that's written: I am this kind of person, and you can start guessing who am I by the way I dress. If I'm more introvert or extrovert person, if I'm looking to catch the attention, if I like some ideals... there is always a code. But the biggest code is the male and female one. And nowadays, pursuing the gender equality, seems that we still want to be very strong on difference our genders. I'm proud to be a woman! I'm proud to be a man! Well, I'm proud to learn the best of both as I have them inside my nature.
I don't remember exactly. When I was a kid I remember to dress as a girl for carnival. It was so well made that people didn't realise it was a costume. I was 12 so my face and body wasn't too manly. That was a first approach to realize that I love to be another person from time to time. But others times I like to dress just out of my common way. Not gender cross, just social style. I dressed as a suburban guy.. As a high-class man... it seems not so important, but it is. To change your social common clothes to another’s, and the world around you changes. Last time, and maybe was the strongest, it was to run away from a painful situation. I broke up with my girlfriend and I was closed in my room, very sad. So I put on my make up and hot girl dress and leave to see my friends with a great smile. Sergi was still sad and heart-broken, but Lujuria Baltimore was radiant and full of energy
Exactly what that song says, once I'm dressed up, I can be whomever I choose. I get on my play; I try to act as a girl. Not even trying... it just happens. Is like... I don't know how to explain more exactly, but I grab my beer, and then realize how my nails are beautifully colored. So I grab it with more care, and elegance, as I want them to shine all night. Is Same with the hair, or the walking way. It took lot of time of preparation to dress like a girl, and I'm not going to destroy it behaving rude. Then you realize... to act as a girl, doesn't mean to be gentle and soft because of the gender, is because of the clothes and preparation it took. I think that if I was dress as a man with smokin and very delicate shoes I will do it with the same importance. I feel wise when I dress different of how I'm supposed. I learned that way that a dress defines you more than you can define your dress. I feel like the king who came out his palace dresses as a villager to understand his town.
Luckily, living in Barcelona makes those things quite easy. I mean, there are many people who cross-dress. I don't wax myself, I did it twice; years ago and it was too painful. I'm not doing it again. But I have some friend’s girls who love to help me peeling of and choose the best suits. You can find lots of good clothes on second-hand stores
I don’t support any kind of trans humanism.I think that this society needs to assume its humanism first, and when it's done, we all can think about trans humanism.I feel that we live everyday in a more selfish way, technology is making us more individuals, and our nature is social, we should need others. Independence is making us less humans.We don’t act as a whole, we still looking our belly... we want a baby; we will do anything to get it. When the idea should came from love, instead of an instinct necessity. Millions of babies die around the world, we keep facing hunger problems wars and genocides.... but on the other hand some people is paying thousand of money to grow up a baby on their stomachs.
I don't want to be misunderstood; I don’t blame that woman who wants to be mom. I blame our culture, who teach us that this is right because is your nature. But if we would have a global consciousness, we would think different. I blame society, money, and selfishness.
Virtual reality is great as a tool. As drugs or technology.
For Lujuria, is a red dress that I borrowed from a friend. I think it suits me very well
I am definitely he. Proud to be man, with a strong she-side inside, haha that's tongue twister!!